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Welcome to my blog!
Let me introduce myself, my name is Spencer. I hope to write in a way that everyone can read with no difficulties, and in a way that everyone will hopefully be able to relate to.
The message I hope to spread will go out to different groups of people but my aim is to write so that I can reach as many people as I possibly can. The main people I hope to reach is anyone who is going through a struggle; anyone who feels like no one understands them; anyone who doesn't have a voice; anyone who just wants to give up; anyone who isn't ok.
Some of the things I write about might be complicated things, some messages hard to hear and some easy to relate to.
I know that there are so many people out there who don't feel like they have a voice, any maybe even feel that they don't matter. I'm one of you, let me assure you.
One thing that I feel compelled to clarify before you go any further: I do not view anyone who is going through a struggle as helpless, worthless, or anything less than myself.

My view of anyone who is going through a struggle is that you are so strong. You are going through so much, and some things I can't even imagine how you go through it and come out strong and alive on the other side.
No struggle is more important or more challenging than another. Struggles are what shape you, and the way that it impacts you is unique to you. The way something might impact you might not be the same as it would impact someone else.
As a blogger, I do not hope to diminish anyone's feelings, I hope to inspire and inform people about some of the things going on in our world that you may have no idea about.
In life, I hope to accomplish things that I wouldn't have ever thought of without the people by my side today. My family and friends are my inspiration, and this goes out to you guys: thank you for everything you have done and will do for me.

Lots of people who write about the things I'm going to write about have or are going through what they write about. Some things that I will write about, they're just my opinion and outlook. Other things will be purely based on my experiences.
Let me assure you, I understand.

I understand how it feels to suffer in silence.
I understand how it feels to want to end it all.
I understand how it feels to trust no one.
I understand it feels to get betrayed.
I understand how it feels to get discouraged.
I understand how it feels to struggle.
I understand how it feels to have no one to talk to.
I understand how it feels to be alone.
I understand how it feels to get a weight lifted off my chest.
I understand how it feels to not have control.
I understand how it feels to regret everything.
I understand how it feels to hold everyone's problems and secrets.
I understand how it feels to have the weight of the world on your shoulders.
I understand how it feels when you're slipping.
I understand how it feels when you notice you're getting bad again.
I understand how it feels to want to be perfect.
I understand how it feels when you don't think you're good enough.
I understand how it feels to worry about what other people think.
I understand how it feels to be misunderstood.
I understand how it feels to have split personalities.
I understand how it feels to want to scream and cry.
I understand how it feels to hide.
I understand how it feels to feel broken and helpless.
I understand how it feels to want to curl up into a ball and hide from the world.
I understand how it feels when you think that everyone around you is ok, and that you're the only broken one.
I understand how it feels to be scared.
I understand how it feels to not want to get help.
I understand how it feels to not be able to talk about what you feel.
I understand how it feels to not have a voice.
I understand how it feels to not be able to voice your thoughts.
I understand how it feels to be underestimated.
I understand how it feels to be bullied for being smart.
I understand how it feels to be bullied for the color of my skin.
I understand how it feels to not understand.
I understand how it feels to have unspoken questions.
I understand how it feels when nothing goes quiet.
I understand how it feels to need a break.
I understand how it feels when there's no apparent escape.
I understand how it feels to be the odd one out.
I understand how it feels to never want to open your mouth.
I understand how it feels when there's no tears left to cry.
I understand.

I know I'm a stranger.

I know you may not trust me and what I have to say.

But maybe give me a shot?

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